Live to Ramble

I was looking at deviantart and as usual, it made me really jealous.  So I started drawing something... but.. eh..  it made me re realize that I can't draw >_<;

Here's a cruddy webcam shot of what i drew~



if you can believe it, that's supposed to be Uruha... and it actually does look better in person when the paper isnt warped (i had to hold it up)  

I should..just stop trying lol 


OH BUT...I STILL KEPT GOING LIKE AN HOUR LATER >_<  so... here's my Aoi..who I think turned out much better, but with much more frustration.  His distorted gay pose is cut off.

I began to color the picture I drew earlier... errr... It's like 1/5 done. However, it's difficult to keep working on it since this computer has the internet and the other computer with no internet has the photoshop. VERY FRUSTRATING. So I guess it'll be around 5 years until I finish.

Here is the unfinished Uruha



Aoi I barely started putting on the base color for his face... so I left him off.

FYI, this is a picture taken from my digital camera due to the whole internet issue. That's why it's all streaky like that.

AND YES. I KNOW IT LOOKS LIKE SAGA. LETS JUST SAY HE'S COSPLAYING URU, SHALL WE?!

I actually drew something! It has been like a year since I seriously DREW something! Just. WOW!. Ok so, it isn't very good, but it's still something, right? Please tell me somebody can tell who I drew... 


 

I also realized that my camera kind of screwed the picture up (it looks better in real life... honest). Their faces kind of widened and you can't really see any of the detail I attempted to put into it. May or may not color it.  Oh yea, and image shack squished it DX

The wedding yesterday was perfect...with minor details.

The day before the wedding I helped out with flowers and ...oh geez...there were a lot of flowers. I had to put wire in them and wrap them so they could mold in directions we wanted them to go, arrange them, so on. So. Many. Flowers. O_O Although, now I can proudly say to any flourist that I had experience in their industry!

My brother and his wife now are perfect for one another. Both are really cheesy in such a cute adorable way, it's just like... perfection. My family bickers about everything from useless family members to what kind of rice we use in dishes, but EVERYONE was just SO happy at this wedding. It must've been the my favorite wedding of all time, ever, even more than my other brother's. It was short but sweet, so it wasnt agonizingly long and full of scriptures. It was very adorable. I almost cried a few times, and I never cry at weddings...took me by surprise. OH YEA! I was a candle lighter ^^;

At the reception it was very laid back, I focused on not passing out in my dress, it went really well. My feet just hurt a TON. As well as, in that dress I couldn't breath easily cause it was too tight around the...erm...chest area. MY DAD GOT US LOST. He's an idiot, honestly. Not even an "I'm a teenager so I will rant in my rage for my father" type thing, there was NOBODY that agreed with him. Nobody respects or like him, we all just tolerate him. It's really sad, but then he screws up HORRIBLY with no explainable logic and it's like: Yea, he's a fucking idiot.

Anyways...to happy thoughts of my cd. I got the Nil Album by The GazettE. The red velvety box one with the DVD! I already have all the songs and a few music vids, but I got it to support the artists. I do love them so! My aunt bought it for my xmas/bday gift, and I was like: You're crazy, it's $50! However, in the end I got it and I'm so excited, I'm ripping it onto my brother's computer just so I can have it here for the future.

That's all I'll write for tonight, boy am I tired...I might write about the little quirks of the weddings another day.

P.S. We lived off left overs afterwards -_-

I made a Uruha and Aoi fan video...first video I have ever made. It was late and I'm lazy, so keep the comments nice and fluffy.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i5bSK1eVQxY

Yes, I'm in a puddle of music heaven. Thanks to kiriga. All the jrock is making me so happy ^^ An assload of music from 3 of my favorite bands, what could make a girl happier? Well...other than meeting them, talking to them, molesting them, and so forth. This is pretty damn good too.

I was also thinking of starting to write fan fictions, because other than music, that is really a big part of why I log on to LJ. I just hope I don't scar anyone's minds and I don't butcher the English language. Oh well, I'll see what happens when I finally get a muse and begin to write.

On a funnier note, my myspace has a background with Uruha in it and his lips are all pouty and he's gorgeous as always. One of my guy friends said that "the chick" on my myspace layout was really exotic and wild. I asked him if he thought "she" was hot or not. He said "she" wasn't his type. I told him that I figured "she" wouldn't be, since it's a man. Apparently, he threw up in his mouth a little bit. That just made my day, aren't I cruel?...muwhahhaa